Dearest you, my best friend I've ever had

Hi, dude! What's up? Long time no see. Long time no joke. Long time no laugh. I miss the time when we made laugh together. I miss the time when we spent our afternoon together. We walked around the town, looked for something we hadn't known and enjoyed our friendship. we were more than just close. I miss the time in a trip with you too. I thought we're supposed to be together. then I realized that you are more than just a best friend. but you're a sister that God's created for me. Yeah,,, it was long time ago.

But now... life is more silent than before. you're still here, not in a million miles. But I feel you're so far away. It's hard to hold you very tightly. Life is going so hard. time changes very fast and it changes . No, ehm, maybe just my world. Sorry, dude . I didn't mean to leave you. I think thhat you deserve a better one. You're too kind for me. I realize that a good one deserves a good one too. Therefore I give you time to look for a better one. cause you deserve more than a stupid person like me. and now you've got it. and you enjoy the time with them, and I think it's better for me to go. GO AWAY! but please, don't ever try to forget me. keep me in your mind and keep our friendship in your deep heart. Now, enjoy your life, draw your life with your new pencils.
Once again, I didn't mean to leave you. You just deserve the better ones :)

For my bestie friend, C.V.K