Mum

Long time no blogging. Such a hard week. I'm graduated with (Alhamdulillah) satisfying mark. But I failed entering my dream university by SNMPTN Undangan (w'out test just taken from our score from 3rd-5th semester). But it's okay there's still one more chance by the test. I'm kinda pessimistic cause there will be a social test and i'm not from social class. I'm from language class. But I must fight and not give up before the war. I have to study harder than i did, pray more frequently then I did, and be patient than I was.

By the way, why the tittle of this post is 'Mum'? Well, that's because i realize how great and strong she is! I was kinda afraid to tell mum that i failed. Cause it might hurt or somewhat. But when i dare enough to tell her, she just said : "That's okay, sometimes it's not about being genius. It's about LUCK! And it's harder to get it than be genius. You have to pray more frequently. So do I". After that, I just can't bare to cry. She is even stronger than me. How stupid I was to just know how great but simple A MOM is. What she actually want isn't something with big prices or what but just to see their children happy. That's it. I love you, Mom! I promise to make you proud of me :)